*WE LOVE EACH OTHER*
Someone who knows how to have lots of fun, and when times get rough, won't run. Though I've searched the world looking for you, my friendship wishes finally came true. I FOUND YOU!
Wednesday, June 28
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Feebie here, SUPRISE! wahahahahahahahaha..im finaly posting hons, :D, actualy its bcuz erm, i know tis will make me sound so crapy, but its bcuz i read bernice's friend's blogs, and they were cool..n i mean, reli cool and pretty! bernice make our blog pink plzplzplzplzplzplzplzplzplzplz! sobiez, neways..im BLOGGING :D
also, im planing to make a xanga keke, yea ber, dun say im onli making one after reading those blogs, but yea..and AND, xanga is soooOOoo pretty! blogskins rox..! seriously haha..and damit my grandma is scolding me bcuz im posting, fak she just called me sot again...=.=" i'll blog next time, ASDF ASD:KFJ @#$@#$^*^@%@$%!#@%$&^*&%*#^!@#!%$
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also, im planing to make a xanga keke, yea ber, dun say im onli making one after reading those blogs, but yea..and AND, xanga is soooOOoo pretty! blogskins rox..! seriously haha..and damit my grandma is scolding me bcuz im posting, fak she just called me sot again...=.=" i'll blog next time, ASDF ASD:KFJ @#$@#$^*^@%@$%!#@%$&^*&%*#^!@#!%$
Sunday, June 25
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Come What May
Nicole Kidman & Ewan McGregor
Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I Love You, until the end of time
Come what may
Come what may
I will Love You
Until my dying day
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song,
I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I Love You, I Love You,
Until the end of time
Come what may, come what may, I will Love You
The greastest thing you'll ever learn...
I will Love You, Come what may, Yes, I will Love You
Come what may, I will Love You, Til my dying day
I'm in loveee with this song. The movie left me weeping and fustrated but it was quite a good watch. Some R-rated scenes no doubt bout that. To those who don't know, this movie is a love story between a prostitute and a writer. Well, I'm bad at giving synopsis, so I think this will do:
Cheers,
baba. bernice. balik.
My Bio>
Nicole Kidman & Ewan McGregor
Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I Love You, until the end of time
Come what may
Come what may
I will Love You
Until my dying day
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song,
I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I Love You, I Love You,
Until the end of time
Come what may, come what may, I will Love You
The greastest thing you'll ever learn...
I will Love You, Come what may, Yes, I will Love You
Come what may, I will Love You, Til my dying day
I'm in loveee with this song. The movie left me weeping and fustrated but it was quite a good watch. Some R-rated scenes no doubt bout that. To those who don't know, this movie is a love story between a prostitute and a writer. Well, I'm bad at giving synopsis, so I think this will do:
In the heart of Paris lies the Moulin Rogue, a dancing hall and brothel whose shimmering diamond is Satine (Nichole Kidman), a beautiful singer and prostitute whose sole desire is to become a real actress. In the hopes of turning the show hall into a theatre, her employer has enlisted the aid of a wealthy Duke (Richard Roxburgh). Satine is supposed to seduce him into agreeing to fund the expensive transformation, which won't be hard: one look at her and the Duke is enraptured. Little do they know that their plans are about to be invaded and turned on their head by Christian (Ewan McGregor), a young man who has come to Paris for life experience in learning to write his novel. He unintentionally stumbles into a Bohemian group of thespians who dream of producing a production that stands for everything they adore. Hoping he might make an impression on Satine, they arrange for a private meeting.
An inevitable mix-up occurs. Satine mistakes him for the Duke, and Christian promptly falls in love with her. Satine also feels an attraction. Then the truth comes out and it's a mad dash to persuade their hopeful financier the show is worth producing. A beautiful heroine torn between the first true love she has ever known. A struggling writer unable to free himself from the constraints of society. An embittered, jealous rival. Life is dangerous at the Moulin Rogue, where there are no limits, and only one rule: Never fall in love.
For your infomartion people, this movie is not a new movie in Hollywood! i was just reminded of it, so decided to post this blog entry (other than the fact that I'm very very very very very bored :) Moving on to more pressing matters, HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL is premiering tonight on Disney Channel! I DO NOT have Disney Channel! DAMM! Oh well, I downloaded the damm movie, I can watch it again tonight. May everyone share with me the JOYS of High School Musical! Muahahahahahahahahahhaa!!
A song from the soundtrack is in order, hmm no doubt :)
Breaking Free
We’re soarin’, flyin’
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
If we’re trying
So we’re breaking free
You know the world can see us
In a way that’s different than who we are
Creating space between us
‘Til we’re separate hearts
But your faith it gives me strength
Strength to believe
We’re breakin’ free
We’re soarin’
Flyin’
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
If we’re trying
Yeah, we’re breaking free
Oh, we’re breakin’ free
Ohhhh
Can you feel it building
Like a wave the ocean just can’t control
Connected by a feeling
Ohhh, in our very souls
Rising ‘til it lifts us up
So every one can see
We’re breakin’ free
We’re soarin’
Flyin’
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
If we’re trying
Yeah we’re breaking free
Ohhhh runnin’
Climbin’
To get to that place
To be all that we can be
Now’s the time
So we’re breaking free
We’re breaking free
Ohhh , yeah
More than hope
More than faith
This is true
This is fate
And together
We see it comin’
More than you
More than me
Not a want, but a need
Both of us breakin’ free
Soarin’, Flyin’
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
If we’re trying
Yeah we’re breaking free
Breaking free
We're runnin’
Ohhhh, climbin’
To get to the place
To be all that we can be
Now’s the time
Now’s the time
So we’re breaking free
Ohhh, we’re breaking free
Ohhhh
You know the world can see us
In a way that’s different than who we are
Cheers,
baba. bernice. balik.
My Bio>
Black spiky hair, cheeky grin, perverted speech, cunning eyes - Who wouldn't instantly recognize the pervertic gabby :P. Born on the 19 of August 1991 Tawau. It's too bad i moved to Sandakan, i miss Tawau :'(. Enuff bout the sadness hehe, nw onto how i met Bernice and Phoebe. I met Bernice earlier than Phoebe, that was when i was....err..at her house hehe, year 2000, i remember i was fat -.-, somehow i was playing with my mom's food in her house, she saw me bored and invited me to have a game with her * metal slug * haha, it was fun. But i got a feeling she was cocky, so i stopped playing :P dun smack me Ber. And now it's time for Phoebe o.O, met this dammit gal few days before school started for 2005 in msn. Damit she was also cocky -.- haha, 2 months later, shit happened. Someone wrote a letter to her in school using my name, wat a looser. Well, her gang started thikning that i really like her, i was like urgh, stfu! But sooner or later who knows o.O Phoebe suddenly liked me xD. Well it was kinda funny actualy, but then she got obssesed -.-, overboard!! LOL, now phoebe dun smack me -.-, i'm jz telling the truth :P. She was being annoying so i decided to play her then she'll stop bothering me. Who knew, after i played her, it got worse =.='. Then i made a few enemies too, example ltc. He got jealous haha, and started to folow my style, the way i walk the way i talk. I was like wth, style stealer!!!! But sooner or later he got over it haha. All went well....until I started liking phoebe o.O disaster, I didn't actualy tell her until christmas eve. IT was 11pm at night, my sister was smsing her bf. I was jz laying on my bed thinking of wat i did this year, and SUDDENLY i got a msg from phoebe wishing me merry xmas haha. Then i started making my move, it was hard at first, jual mahal ah u phoebe =.=. But all turned out well in the end hehe ^^.
Story to be continued about the life in the year 2006 in " My Bio 2"
p/s bernice, SHOW ME YOUR HAMSTER ON WEBCAM THIS AFTERNOON
Taggie-delights :)>
Story to be continued about the life in the year 2006 in " My Bio 2"
p/s bernice, SHOW ME YOUR HAMSTER ON WEBCAM THIS AFTERNOON
Saturday, June 24
Taggie-delights :)>
I'm bored! NO one's online and there seems to be no point for mapling since no one's there to maple with me *sob* So, I'll just update I guess. I've got nothing to update! ARgh... I've noticed the tag thingie is becoming more 'heng' among the bloggers. So I decided to play tagging around this blog *sincee I am soooo bored anywayz*
Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head. Don't read the questions before you write, and tag 5 people to do this survey.
1. Phoebe
2. Lee
3. Gab
4. Kipas
5. Suhaida
6. Ainur
7. Nelfi
8. Pei San
9. Thien
10. Aisya
11. Louis
12. Syahmi *i dunno why*
13. CKK *bleh him*
14. Lauren Chin
15. Lauren Chia
16. Angel
17. Elaine
18. Elsie
19. Jolene *heh my sis*
20. Bennie boy *my brooo*
How did you meet 14?
School :)
What would you do if you have never met 1?
I won't be who I am today! She shaped me *you go hon*
What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
Urgh! My bro will never date Thien! That's just too weird for me.
Did you ever like 19?
Duh. She's my sis FCOL! *heh*
Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
Ainur and Elaine? I think they both would be MUCH more interested in boys. =.="
Describe 3.
Gab ah! He's a basket! But also a good friend when you need some cheering up and a time when you can curse all you want! *dam u gab!*
Say something about 7.
Nelfi, she's a great friend! Although I've never been really close to her, she's always the twosome with Ainur and them together can make me go crazy with laughter!
Do you know any of 12's family?
He's little bro? I only catched a glimpse *hah*
What's 18's favourite?
Hmm... I actually dunnO! getting in trouble maybe. Or having the plaster over her head all the time -.-"
Who is 9 going out with?
Hah! Soon to be going out with someone wan! Will keep you updated *heh*
How old is 16 now?
14. 8-)
When was the last time you talked to 13?
Does sms count? Caz he just messaged me -.-" If it doesn't, i dun remember. There was once he called, but forgot liaoz loh *heh*
2's favourite band singer?
She likes every band singer! *hah*
Would you date 4?
EX-CUSE me... I would never EVER date kipas! No offence kipas :)
Would you date 7?
*ahem* I'm more interested in boys, thanks :)
Is 15 single?
i think ;p
What's 10's last name?
Syht! I forgot to ask her! She dun wanna tell me -.-"
Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
HELL No! I will never steal my BBFF's boyfriend!
Which school does 3 go to?
SMK Sung Siew
Where does 6 live?
Just below me, Gasing Indah!
What's your favourite thing about 5?
She's always there for me and she ALWAYS forgives me for anything I did wrong (I have done loadz of wrong stuffs) She's just too good sometimes i feel bad for not being as good to her as she is to me :(
SO, I tag:
My three darlingz.
1. Phebz
2. Lee
3. Gab
Happy tagging hons. :)
Pic-ies :)>
Just some stuff I found :) It's pretty cool ya know *hehe* Have nothing much to post. Since my darlingz haven't been posting, so I'm on a 'mogok' until they post something. Might as well post some pics :)
The Tengorak :) (From Left) Suhaida, Bernice, Ainur and Nelfi
The smart gal and the not so smart gal! (From Left) Lauren and Bernice
She's always there to help :) (From Left) Yee Ling THE LIBRARIAN and Bernice *hehe*
You have just witnessed some of my current friends here. *hehe* My darlingz, please post. Love ya despite you're not activeness in this bloggish :)
p/s: I got a webcam! Muahahahahahahaha!
Cheers,
b@b@ ~ Bernice (boo u)
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL ROX!>
Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head. Don't read the questions before you write, and tag 5 people to do this survey.
1. Phoebe
2. Lee
3. Gab
4. Kipas
5. Suhaida
6. Ainur
7. Nelfi
8. Pei San
9. Thien
10. Aisya
11. Louis
12. Syahmi *i dunno why*
13. CKK *bleh him*
14. Lauren Chin
15. Lauren Chia
16. Angel
17. Elaine
18. Elsie
19. Jolene *heh my sis*
20. Bennie boy *my brooo*
How did you meet 14?
School :)
What would you do if you have never met 1?
I won't be who I am today! She shaped me *you go hon*
What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
Urgh! My bro will never date Thien! That's just too weird for me.
Did you ever like 19?
Duh. She's my sis FCOL! *heh*
Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
Ainur and Elaine? I think they both would be MUCH more interested in boys. =.="
Describe 3.
Gab ah! He's a basket! But also a good friend when you need some cheering up and a time when you can curse all you want! *dam u gab!*
Say something about 7.
Nelfi, she's a great friend! Although I've never been really close to her, she's always the twosome with Ainur and them together can make me go crazy with laughter!
Do you know any of 12's family?
He's little bro? I only catched a glimpse *hah*
What's 18's favourite?
Hmm... I actually dunnO! getting in trouble maybe. Or having the plaster over her head all the time -.-"
Who is 9 going out with?
Hah! Soon to be going out with someone wan! Will keep you updated *heh*
How old is 16 now?
14. 8-)
When was the last time you talked to 13?
Does sms count? Caz he just messaged me -.-" If it doesn't, i dun remember. There was once he called, but forgot liaoz loh *heh*
2's favourite band singer?
She likes every band singer! *hah*
Would you date 4?
EX-CUSE me... I would never EVER date kipas! No offence kipas :)
Would you date 7?
*ahem* I'm more interested in boys, thanks :)
Is 15 single?
i think ;p
What's 10's last name?
Syht! I forgot to ask her! She dun wanna tell me -.-"
Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
HELL No! I will never steal my BBFF's boyfriend!
Which school does 3 go to?
SMK Sung Siew
Where does 6 live?
Just below me, Gasing Indah!
What's your favourite thing about 5?
She's always there for me and she ALWAYS forgives me for anything I did wrong (I have done loadz of wrong stuffs) She's just too good sometimes i feel bad for not being as good to her as she is to me :(
SO, I tag:
My three darlingz.
1. Phebz
2. Lee
3. Gab
Happy tagging hons. :)
Wednesday, June 21
Pic-ies :)>
Just some stuff I found :) It's pretty cool ya know *hehe* Have nothing much to post. Since my darlingz haven't been posting, so I'm on a 'mogok' until they post something. Might as well post some pics :)
The Tengorak :) (From Left) Suhaida, Bernice, Ainur and Nelfi
The smart gal and the not so smart gal! (From Left) Lauren and Bernice
She's always there to help :) (From Left) Yee Ling THE LIBRARIAN and Bernice *hehe*You have just witnessed some of my current friends here. *hehe* My darlingz, please post. Love ya despite you're not activeness in this bloggish :)
p/s: I got a webcam! Muahahahahahahaha!
Cheers,
b@b@ ~ Bernice (boo u)
Monday, June 12
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL ROX!>
Hahakz! I loveeeeeeeeeeeee high school musical, the newest Disney movie :) IT ROX! Well, predictable but still ROX! I have a taste for teen flicks which involve happy endings and teenage angst. Not to mention their SOUNDTRACK which makes teen flicks BETTER! I loveeeeeeee this song:
English - 99% (I know right -.- I couldn't believe it too)
Paper 1 ~ 40/40 :)
Paper 2 ~ 49/50 :|
Geografi - 95% (Wakakaka~!)
Note* I actually got 97% but my class HAD to go check their papers and I lost a mark :(
Sains -
Paper 2 - 48/60 *sobbish* Am not happy with it :(
Maths -
Paper 1 - 35/40 :| (not my best)
So far, that's I've got. I can't say it was my proudest marks (except for Geo and Eng) but the other examination papers are not back yet, so better not count the chickens before they hatch. Other than that, my day has been an ABSOLUTE bore. My yesterday night was worse as I had to entertain a hyper-active little girl that asks all the questions in the world while her parents get themselves drunk and go crazy with gambling. His dad said the same line over and over again whenever the girls go running to him (she was bored with me) "Girl, got play with the jie jie (jie jie - sister a.k.a me) In my head, I silently curse the fellow for putting me into a bad mood on the last day of the holidays. Anywayz, the little girl, how do I even began to explain about her. She's naughty, she has a loud voice (ENORMOUS), she's obnoxious, she's whacked up!, she's a chinese speaking little girl (am happy to inform my darlings that my mandarin imporved overnight), she seems to have problems with her ear (judging by the way I keep saying "DON'T PRESS" and she'll just happily press which resulted me into turning off the com and blaming her for 'spoiling' it) One thing I liked about her, she had a pretty skirt on -.- I decided to call it a night when she wouldn't listen to me by shutting her out of my parents room where I spent the last day of the holidays reading a book. In conclusion: way to go mom and dad, you've stopped your daughter from gluing herself to the comp for ONE NIGHT.
Well, that's the post I have for today. Feel free to leave a tag ;)
Love you lee and phebz...
Hate you gab...
WHO ARE YOU CHAD?
Cheers,
B@b@ ~ Bernice :)
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When There Was Me And You
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe
That I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
English - 99% (I know right -.- I couldn't believe it too)
Paper 1 ~ 40/40 :)
Paper 2 ~ 49/50 :|
Geografi - 95% (Wakakaka~!)
Note* I actually got 97% but my class HAD to go check their papers and I lost a mark :(
Sains -
Paper 2 - 48/60 *sobbish* Am not happy with it :(
Maths -
Paper 1 - 35/40 :| (not my best)
So far, that's I've got. I can't say it was my proudest marks (except for Geo and Eng) but the other examination papers are not back yet, so better not count the chickens before they hatch. Other than that, my day has been an ABSOLUTE bore. My yesterday night was worse as I had to entertain a hyper-active little girl that asks all the questions in the world while her parents get themselves drunk and go crazy with gambling. His dad said the same line over and over again whenever the girls go running to him (she was bored with me) "Girl, got play with the jie jie (jie jie - sister a.k.a me) In my head, I silently curse the fellow for putting me into a bad mood on the last day of the holidays. Anywayz, the little girl, how do I even began to explain about her. She's naughty, she has a loud voice (ENORMOUS), she's obnoxious, she's whacked up!, she's a chinese speaking little girl (am happy to inform my darlings that my mandarin imporved overnight), she seems to have problems with her ear (judging by the way I keep saying "DON'T PRESS" and she'll just happily press which resulted me into turning off the com and blaming her for 'spoiling' it) One thing I liked about her, she had a pretty skirt on -.- I decided to call it a night when she wouldn't listen to me by shutting her out of my parents room where I spent the last day of the holidays reading a book. In conclusion: way to go mom and dad, you've stopped your daughter from gluing herself to the comp for ONE NIGHT.
Well, that's the post I have for today. Feel free to leave a tag ;)
Love you lee and phebz...
Hate you gab...
WHO ARE YOU CHAD?
Cheers,
B@b@ ~ Bernice :)
Sunday, June 11
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Hey..bernice, im actually posting sumthing rite now, so stop tis 'seriously phebz, post sumthing b4 i smack you!!' in maple or in msn...^^, hehe..holiday is almost over, another school term..argh! i think im gona drop class for the first time ever..bcuz of maths...but let's just PRAY HARD! Sad =.=, the holiday was boring...went to SAL camp, was kinda fun..then after that, its just wake up, eat, maple..msn, eat, read Harry Potter, maple..msn, bath, eat, missing somebody, msn.., sleep~~~~...or wake up, go out, maple, eat, msn, harry potter, daydream, maple..msn, sleep~~~~...not much difference i have to say..waakakkakaaka......!!!!!! nvm -.-, you're not laffing......................
Hehe..we have a new blogger...g@bby! and swt, why is the link thingy coming out...and his entry was hehe, nice? ^^. I'm supposed to write sumthing about erm, our friendship..me, bernice's and lee lee's...and maybe thien's and elsie's and angel's, mary's ....? FYI, my brother's SLEEPWALKING!!! he's talking about his present =.=...he sleeptalks everynite and now he's sleepwalking..wat a progress, should tell him tml hehe..
NEWAYS.....me and bernice met when were just 3 ^^ how cute rite hehe, not sure how we met though, guess both of us were just blur and we happened to sit at the same table maybE? hmm...i forgot! ask bernice hehe..but since that you know, she has tis short term memory thingy..*haha..dun smack me keke* i doubt tat she remembers. BUT BUT, there's a proof tat we were friends..you wan it? post a tag and ask for it, i'll post it soon ^^ SOON :D
So we went to kindergarden, now i remember sumthing about kindergarden..ok, so i went to school..i was A BIT late..:), i remember bernice waving at me, or izit Thien..i dunu thien yet..but we were close =.=" and i dunu how, who cares, i was young. so lee lee was crying, and i think i cried too...yes, stupid thing to cry during the first day of school. but keke, we were onli five..forgive us? oh yea and we met Elsie there too. >>>>> a gal tat made my first and second year of primary school a living hell.
i wana write more, but i guess i'll stop here..its kinda late and i can't reli think...im not a morning people, people. and its 2.15 am, and i bleeded a lot today, dentist =.=", so i guess i'll stop here, remind me where did i stop, i'll write again i think on monday ^^, maybe i'll post sumthing about the first day of second year, second term of middle/high school..and pray for me, i don't wanna drop class just bcuz of maths...love you bernice, love you lee lee ^^, love you gabie...!!! i miss you
*i apologize for the wrong spelling or wrong usage of grammar, i dun hav gud english during midnitez..alrity, nite nite ! ^.^
~ FeebIe
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Hehe..we have a new blogger...g@bby! and swt, why is the link thingy coming out...and his entry was hehe, nice? ^^. I'm supposed to write sumthing about erm, our friendship..me, bernice's and lee lee's...and maybe thien's and elsie's and angel's, mary's ....? FYI, my brother's SLEEPWALKING!!! he's talking about his present =.=...he sleeptalks everynite and now he's sleepwalking..wat a progress, should tell him tml hehe..
NEWAYS.....me and bernice met when were just 3 ^^ how cute rite hehe, not sure how we met though, guess both of us were just blur and we happened to sit at the same table maybE? hmm...i forgot! ask bernice hehe..but since that you know, she has tis short term memory thingy..*haha..dun smack me keke* i doubt tat she remembers. BUT BUT, there's a proof tat we were friends..you wan it? post a tag and ask for it, i'll post it soon ^^ SOON :D
So we went to kindergarden, now i remember sumthing about kindergarden..ok, so i went to school..i was A BIT late..:), i remember bernice waving at me, or izit Thien..i dunu thien yet..but we were close =.=" and i dunu how, who cares, i was young. so lee lee was crying, and i think i cried too...yes, stupid thing to cry during the first day of school. but keke, we were onli five..forgive us? oh yea and we met Elsie there too. >>>>> a gal tat made my first and second year of primary school a living hell.
i wana write more, but i guess i'll stop here..its kinda late and i can't reli think...im not a morning people, people. and its 2.15 am, and i bleeded a lot today, dentist =.=", so i guess i'll stop here, remind me where did i stop, i'll write again i think on monday ^^, maybe i'll post sumthing about the first day of second year, second term of middle/high school..and pray for me, i don't wanna drop class just bcuz of maths...love you bernice, love you lee lee ^^, love you gabie...!!! i miss you
*i apologize for the wrong spelling or wrong usage of grammar, i dun hav gud english during midnitez..alrity, nite nite ! ^.^
~ FeebIe
Friday, June 9
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Someone is out there that we truly trust,
there is rainbow for you and me,
a beautiful sunrise eternaly.
- by G@bby
Janet's First Entry>
Holidays ~ BOO~>
there is rainbow for you and me,
a beautiful sunrise eternaly.
- by G@bby
Tuesday, June 6
Janet's First Entry>
hey ber, i made a blog entry -.- well, i reli dunu where to start... i dunu wat to write... i think i will be writing craps here... hehe... well, i am janet, one of the blogger, i think the third person :D i am writing tis at 1.00 am so i reli cant think of anything to write now... besides, i am reli sleepy rite now... hehe... i am sorry! nitez ^^ i promise i will talk about our friendship and life next time, kay? love ya, bernice and phebz!!!
love,
janet
Holidays ~ BOO~>
My darling girls doesn't seem to be posting ANYTHING so I decided to make the *ahem* second move by well posting... Now one thing remains unsolved: What should I post about?
Well for starters, Phebz, I don't like that picture of us on your post and yes, it is a pretty crappy entry of yours :D do better tbff! (For your info people, tbff means true best friends forever) And of course the third blogger has yet to make a blog entry. Reason? She doesn't know how to -.- And whenever I'm online these days, I'm always in maple :) and well nudges don't work in maple :p So Lee, SOWII! (Note* Sowi - Sorry) I will teach you, you must submit a blog entry! And more of course.
Hmm... how'z my life. It's the holidays, I've been looking forward to the holidays since the exams started and since the whole term caz I thought the holidays will the golden moment I get to go back to Tawau. But hmm hmm, airasia wasn't on my side this holidays with they're TOO expensive air tickets -.- grrr... And to make matters slightly worse, my grandparents are here. Oh no, I'm not saying I don't like them. I just well, can't communicate with them. And the time me and my mom spend shopping is also joined by the company of my grandparents. Shopping seems better with my mom alone :p And I constantly have to make sure my grandparents are getting enough rest while shopping. Let's just say: shopping ain't their thing. Back to the communication thing, my grandma she only speaks one language which is Hokkien. And hmm incidently, Bernice doesn't speak Hokkien. So how does she communicate with her grandma? Thank God, she knows a little Malay but sometimes she doesn't know the terms and she says it in Hokkien and I'll just go "Huh?" Then she'll laugh. Then she'll talk behind my back about how I'm doom caz I dunno how to speak Hokkien. (Note* I know how to HEAR some hokkien) My grandpa on the other hand is able to speak English. He likes to tell me about the behavior of other people (especially around the shopping centres) I find him nice. He just likes to nag on me a lot ;)
I've just recently started boy hunting. It's sounds wrong but yes. After getting out of a pretty rocky relationship, I'm QUITE prepared to get out and start *ahem* hunting. But so far, boys aren't really my lucky stars. Paul is not one of them, Phebz. Whose Paul? *hmm* tuition friend. Caught him staring at him through history. *hmm* Most likely not to suceed though so I won't keep my hopes up ;) Boys in Mid Valley (the ones that aren't tied around the hands by a babe with short skirts) they're okay, but the ones that are NOT AVAILABLE are cuter *sobbish* One of the boys (malay whose available... i think) wolf-whistled when I passed by in the food court and started saying "Hey hey there" I walked straight on with my head held high *well i pretty much imagined it that way* :) But still, the pursuit for a boy continues! Benny, I'm not gonna get another boyfriend and do not suspect that Paul guy and do not even think of telling mom and dad :)
Well I think I'll leave at here :) My life has been exposed from my grandparents to my *ahem* boy hunting. So, feel free to leave a comment. Phebz and Lee, love ya :)
Cheers,
b@b@ ~ Bernice :)
Phoebe's first entry...crappy>
I really dunu wat to write about..our story..? maybe next time, now might not be the BEST time for me to talk about our friendship..its not a tragic thing, but its a sad thing. promise i'll talk about it soon...reli i will bernice. neways..our friendship is cute, hehe..funny, some weird gals wif different personalities..i'm phoebe, A.K.A 'AA'. yea i dunu why im 'AA', but its a name bernice and lee lee gave me..my friends say it means pervertic...=.=", <<<>
A Note To Welcome>
Welcome one and all to the Phoebe, Janet and Bernice's blog! I am the administor, Bernice and Phoebe and Janet are my best friends. I have just recently shifted to Kuala Lumpur away from my hometown in Tawau, Sabah. So out of both boredom and well unhappiness, I started this blog in hope that our already fragile friendship will remain despite anything that might happen. This blog is mainly a diary by three friends on well, everything. It's just like a blog with an exception that three people are the writers. Well, I'm currently crapping but what the hey...
The story of our friendship
It all started out like this, in kindergarten where Phoebe and Bernice (who were nursery friends) met Janet. How we met, I have no idea due to my short-term memory. We met along with two other good friends, Thien Siew Kyeun and Elsie Dragon. The friendship moved on to primary school where Elsie did a silly mistake of creating a phrase that haunts us till' today. It's best known as the "I don't friend you, friend you" phrase. The gang (namely, me, Phoebe, Janet, Elsie and Thien) will decide behind each other backs everyday who they want to friend and who they don't want to friend. The victims were only, sadly, me, Phoebe and Janet. The phrase affected us so much that we began to hate each other. However, there was a stop at that phrase as we soon became mature (well less mature than to be played by that dumb phrase) We then seperated. Elsie drifted apart. Me and Janet was/is best friends. Phoebe and Thien was/is best friends. So, we were in this little gang of ours. We were still friends but we don't know each other except our best friends.
It may seem silly up until now, this story. But it was I guess, this past that's been a part of us three. When we reached Primary 6, the phrase no longer existed. It was only the talking behind each others backs and the well changing partners for best friends. I was with Phoebe and Janet was with Thien. Then, at the end of Primary 6, we got our positions in schools and out of pure luck, Phoebe, Janet and I are positioned at the same school. Thien however, was posted somewhere else. She cried on the same day. We comforted her, assuring her we would never lose touch.
We moved on, to high school. SMK ST Patrick. Thien, out of the blue, gave us a letter saying she has to shift. She's shifting to KK. We were shocked. I was shock but not as shock as Janet and Phoebe because I was never that close to her like them. But still there was the unwillingness for her to leave. The last I saw of her was when she walked away from Phoebe, Janet and I at KFC. No tears, no regrets. Just one look, one bye and one best friend gone. Thinking back, I wondered why I didn't cry. Why I didn't beg her to come back and beg her to keep in touch. We lost touch now. We occasionally message each other but they grow old. Hard to believe, we've drifted apart.
One beautiful September day on a Friday as my memory takes me back, I entered my mother's car. We chatted plainly about our day until she said just casually, "Oh yeah, we're shifting on December" Just so casually. She even laughed. Then she started on this whirlwind about how she wants things packed and all that stuff which went through my ears without leaving a single meaning to it. I was numb. Dumbfounded. I wanted to cry but I couldn't. I was too shocked. Then I went back. I told everyone. Everyone took the news calmly still not really believing it. No one did. Everyone thinks a miracle will come along. I'll be saved like I got cancer or something. But it never did. Nope. I had a farewell party. I bid goodbye to the people i love. I bid goodbye to the people I just knew. I bid goodbye to the two best friends thar went from 5 to 4 to 3 and now to 2. On the night before I left, Phoebe and Janet cried like I've never seen before. They couldn't stop. Nor did I. We promised each other promises meant to be kept. We promise things will never change. And then I left. On a plane. Away from home. Arriving at Kuala Lumpur.
Thinking back, things have changed. My two best friends have moved on. I have moved on. We still kept in touch. Maybe, and just maybe, our relationship may turn into another Thien relationship. When I look back, it's just regret that fills my mind. Regret that I didn't give it all when I had it. Regret that I never hugged Phoebe and Janet for just one more time. Regret that things had to turn out this way. Regret that I never kept in touch with Thien even though we were never that close. I will never forget the times when thien and I will talk on the phone till' late at night. I will never forget the times when there was the four of us, together walking down the stairs of our primary school, gossiping, laughing and smiling. I will never forget the look on Phoebe's face when I walked away from her after hugging her for one last time. I will never forget Janet's loud sobs as hugged her one last time.
What will we be crapping bout girls?
1) Anything la.
2) You suddenly feel the urge to crap about something just put it in!
3) I'm damn tired from writing this post ah, you both better post something good -.-
4) Hey, don't cry ah...
5) I know this post will sure make you both teary (it made me teary)
6) To those who don't understand, we are very emotional people :)
7) I'm crapping again.......
Hey girls, you better post ah :)
Cheers,
B@b@~Bernice**
Well for starters, Phebz, I don't like that picture of us on your post and yes, it is a pretty crappy entry of yours :D do better tbff! (For your info people, tbff means true best friends forever) And of course the third blogger has yet to make a blog entry. Reason? She doesn't know how to -.- And whenever I'm online these days, I'm always in maple :) and well nudges don't work in maple :p So Lee, SOWII! (Note* Sowi - Sorry) I will teach you, you must submit a blog entry! And more of course.
Hmm... how'z my life. It's the holidays, I've been looking forward to the holidays since the exams started and since the whole term caz I thought the holidays will the golden moment I get to go back to Tawau. But hmm hmm, airasia wasn't on my side this holidays with they're TOO expensive air tickets -.- grrr... And to make matters slightly worse, my grandparents are here. Oh no, I'm not saying I don't like them. I just well, can't communicate with them. And the time me and my mom spend shopping is also joined by the company of my grandparents. Shopping seems better with my mom alone :p And I constantly have to make sure my grandparents are getting enough rest while shopping. Let's just say: shopping ain't their thing. Back to the communication thing, my grandma she only speaks one language which is Hokkien. And hmm incidently, Bernice doesn't speak Hokkien. So how does she communicate with her grandma? Thank God, she knows a little Malay but sometimes she doesn't know the terms and she says it in Hokkien and I'll just go "Huh?" Then she'll laugh. Then she'll talk behind my back about how I'm doom caz I dunno how to speak Hokkien. (Note* I know how to HEAR some hokkien) My grandpa on the other hand is able to speak English. He likes to tell me about the behavior of other people (especially around the shopping centres) I find him nice. He just likes to nag on me a lot ;)
I've just recently started boy hunting. It's sounds wrong but yes. After getting out of a pretty rocky relationship, I'm QUITE prepared to get out and start *ahem* hunting. But so far, boys aren't really my lucky stars. Paul is not one of them, Phebz. Whose Paul? *hmm* tuition friend. Caught him staring at him through history. *hmm* Most likely not to suceed though so I won't keep my hopes up ;) Boys in Mid Valley (the ones that aren't tied around the hands by a babe with short skirts) they're okay, but the ones that are NOT AVAILABLE are cuter *sobbish* One of the boys (malay whose available... i think) wolf-whistled when I passed by in the food court and started saying "Hey hey there" I walked straight on with my head held high *well i pretty much imagined it that way* :) But still, the pursuit for a boy continues! Benny, I'm not gonna get another boyfriend and do not suspect that Paul guy and do not even think of telling mom and dad :)
Well I think I'll leave at here :) My life has been exposed from my grandparents to my *ahem* boy hunting. So, feel free to leave a comment. Phebz and Lee, love ya :)
Cheers,
b@b@ ~ Bernice :)
P.S. (I'm Still Not Over You)
Rihanna
[verse 1]
Whats up?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put em in a letter
And it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's your mother, how's your little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things I wanna know the answers to
Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you
[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
[verse 2]
Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that still remain after you were gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you
[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
Did you know I kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Oh no....
Tried to erase the way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget
[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
Sunday, June 4
Phoebe's first entry...crappy>
Hey..introduction,
I'm phoebe, one of the blogger for tis blog ^^. bernice, wat a story...i hate it......it made me cry, but i love it too, u know how i hate and love stuffs at the same time. but i really loved it and i reli miss you tbff..will never forget you, reli i won't.
I really dunu wat to write about..our story..? maybe next time, now might not be the BEST time for me to talk about our friendship..its not a tragic thing, but its a sad thing. promise i'll talk about it soon...reli i will bernice. neways..our friendship is cute, hehe..funny, some weird gals wif different personalities..i'm phoebe, A.K.A 'AA'. yea i dunu why im 'AA', but its a name bernice and lee lee gave me..my friends say it means pervertic...=.=", <<<>
Nvm bout that...*new name bernice* promise i'll blog soon..reli not in the mood now, love you lee lee, love you bernice..^.^ miz you guys..have fun, its the holidays..oh yea, sorie bout the weird entry. here's a picture we took on the 19th December, 2005. time, not sure...o.O"
-.-, if you're wondering why do we look so so weird, its bcuz i resized the picture and now i made us look retarded...hehe...sorie guys..:P, i love tis picture, we look so close, dun we? say yes..ekeke, ^^. and if you're wondering why our eyes are so small..well, we cried. ^^. love you bernice, love you lee!!
Love,
~.>Phoebe<.~
Thursday, June 1
A Note To Welcome>
The story of our friendship
It all started out like this, in kindergarten where Phoebe and Bernice (who were nursery friends) met Janet. How we met, I have no idea due to my short-term memory. We met along with two other good friends, Thien Siew Kyeun and Elsie Dragon. The friendship moved on to primary school where Elsie did a silly mistake of creating a phrase that haunts us till' today. It's best known as the "I don't friend you, friend you" phrase. The gang (namely, me, Phoebe, Janet, Elsie and Thien) will decide behind each other backs everyday who they want to friend and who they don't want to friend. The victims were only, sadly, me, Phoebe and Janet. The phrase affected us so much that we began to hate each other. However, there was a stop at that phrase as we soon became mature (well less mature than to be played by that dumb phrase) We then seperated. Elsie drifted apart. Me and Janet was/is best friends. Phoebe and Thien was/is best friends. So, we were in this little gang of ours. We were still friends but we don't know each other except our best friends.
It may seem silly up until now, this story. But it was I guess, this past that's been a part of us three. When we reached Primary 6, the phrase no longer existed. It was only the talking behind each others backs and the well changing partners for best friends. I was with Phoebe and Janet was with Thien. Then, at the end of Primary 6, we got our positions in schools and out of pure luck, Phoebe, Janet and I are positioned at the same school. Thien however, was posted somewhere else. She cried on the same day. We comforted her, assuring her we would never lose touch.
We moved on, to high school. SMK ST Patrick. Thien, out of the blue, gave us a letter saying she has to shift. She's shifting to KK. We were shocked. I was shock but not as shock as Janet and Phoebe because I was never that close to her like them. But still there was the unwillingness for her to leave. The last I saw of her was when she walked away from Phoebe, Janet and I at KFC. No tears, no regrets. Just one look, one bye and one best friend gone. Thinking back, I wondered why I didn't cry. Why I didn't beg her to come back and beg her to keep in touch. We lost touch now. We occasionally message each other but they grow old. Hard to believe, we've drifted apart.
One beautiful September day on a Friday as my memory takes me back, I entered my mother's car. We chatted plainly about our day until she said just casually, "Oh yeah, we're shifting on December" Just so casually. She even laughed. Then she started on this whirlwind about how she wants things packed and all that stuff which went through my ears without leaving a single meaning to it. I was numb. Dumbfounded. I wanted to cry but I couldn't. I was too shocked. Then I went back. I told everyone. Everyone took the news calmly still not really believing it. No one did. Everyone thinks a miracle will come along. I'll be saved like I got cancer or something. But it never did. Nope. I had a farewell party. I bid goodbye to the people i love. I bid goodbye to the people I just knew. I bid goodbye to the two best friends thar went from 5 to 4 to 3 and now to 2. On the night before I left, Phoebe and Janet cried like I've never seen before. They couldn't stop. Nor did I. We promised each other promises meant to be kept. We promise things will never change. And then I left. On a plane. Away from home. Arriving at Kuala Lumpur.
Thinking back, things have changed. My two best friends have moved on. I have moved on. We still kept in touch. Maybe, and just maybe, our relationship may turn into another Thien relationship. When I look back, it's just regret that fills my mind. Regret that I didn't give it all when I had it. Regret that I never hugged Phoebe and Janet for just one more time. Regret that things had to turn out this way. Regret that I never kept in touch with Thien even though we were never that close. I will never forget the times when thien and I will talk on the phone till' late at night. I will never forget the times when there was the four of us, together walking down the stairs of our primary school, gossiping, laughing and smiling. I will never forget the look on Phoebe's face when I walked away from her after hugging her for one last time. I will never forget Janet's loud sobs as hugged her one last time.
I WILL NEVER FORGET THE MEMORIES!
What will we be crapping bout girls?
1) Anything la.
2) You suddenly feel the urge to crap about something just put it in!
3) I'm damn tired from writing this post ah, you both better post something good -.-
4) Hey, don't cry ah...
5) I know this post will sure make you both teary (it made me teary)
6) To those who don't understand, we are very emotional people :)
7) I'm crapping again.......
Hey girls, you better post ah :)
Cheers,
B@b@~Bernice**
