*WE LOVE EACH OTHER*
Someone who knows how to have lots of fun, and when times get rough, won't run. Though I've searched the world looking for you, my friendship wishes finally came true. I FOUND YOU!
Thursday, June 1
A Note To Welcome>
Welcome one and all to the Phoebe, Janet and Bernice's blog! I am the administor, Bernice and Phoebe and Janet are my best friends. I have just recently shifted to Kuala Lumpur away from my hometown in Tawau, Sabah. So out of both boredom and well unhappiness, I started this blog in hope that our already fragile friendship will remain despite anything that might happen. This blog is mainly a diary by three friends on well, everything. It's just like a blog with an exception that three people are the writers. Well, I'm currently crapping but what the hey...
The story of our friendship
It all started out like this, in kindergarten where Phoebe and Bernice (who were nursery friends) met Janet. How we met, I have no idea due to my short-term memory. We met along with two other good friends, Thien Siew Kyeun and Elsie Dragon. The friendship moved on to primary school where Elsie did a silly mistake of creating a phrase that haunts us till' today. It's best known as the "I don't friend you, friend you" phrase. The gang (namely, me, Phoebe, Janet, Elsie and Thien) will decide behind each other backs everyday who they want to friend and who they don't want to friend. The victims were only, sadly, me, Phoebe and Janet. The phrase affected us so much that we began to hate each other. However, there was a stop at that phrase as we soon became mature (well less mature than to be played by that dumb phrase) We then seperated. Elsie drifted apart. Me and Janet was/is best friends. Phoebe and Thien was/is best friends. So, we were in this little gang of ours. We were still friends but we don't know each other except our best friends.
It may seem silly up until now, this story. But it was I guess, this past that's been a part of us three. When we reached Primary 6, the phrase no longer existed. It was only the talking behind each others backs and the well changing partners for best friends. I was with Phoebe and Janet was with Thien. Then, at the end of Primary 6, we got our positions in schools and out of pure luck, Phoebe, Janet and I are positioned at the same school. Thien however, was posted somewhere else. She cried on the same day. We comforted her, assuring her we would never lose touch.
We moved on, to high school. SMK ST Patrick. Thien, out of the blue, gave us a letter saying she has to shift. She's shifting to KK. We were shocked. I was shock but not as shock as Janet and Phoebe because I was never that close to her like them. But still there was the unwillingness for her to leave. The last I saw of her was when she walked away from Phoebe, Janet and I at KFC. No tears, no regrets. Just one look, one bye and one best friend gone. Thinking back, I wondered why I didn't cry. Why I didn't beg her to come back and beg her to keep in touch. We lost touch now. We occasionally message each other but they grow old. Hard to believe, we've drifted apart.
One beautiful September day on a Friday as my memory takes me back, I entered my mother's car. We chatted plainly about our day until she said just casually, "Oh yeah, we're shifting on December" Just so casually. She even laughed. Then she started on this whirlwind about how she wants things packed and all that stuff which went through my ears without leaving a single meaning to it. I was numb. Dumbfounded. I wanted to cry but I couldn't. I was too shocked. Then I went back. I told everyone. Everyone took the news calmly still not really believing it. No one did. Everyone thinks a miracle will come along. I'll be saved like I got cancer or something. But it never did. Nope. I had a farewell party. I bid goodbye to the people i love. I bid goodbye to the people I just knew. I bid goodbye to the two best friends thar went from 5 to 4 to 3 and now to 2. On the night before I left, Phoebe and Janet cried like I've never seen before. They couldn't stop. Nor did I. We promised each other promises meant to be kept. We promise things will never change. And then I left. On a plane. Away from home. Arriving at Kuala Lumpur.
Thinking back, things have changed. My two best friends have moved on. I have moved on. We still kept in touch. Maybe, and just maybe, our relationship may turn into another Thien relationship. When I look back, it's just regret that fills my mind. Regret that I didn't give it all when I had it. Regret that I never hugged Phoebe and Janet for just one more time. Regret that things had to turn out this way. Regret that I never kept in touch with Thien even though we were never that close. I will never forget the times when thien and I will talk on the phone till' late at night. I will never forget the times when there was the four of us, together walking down the stairs of our primary school, gossiping, laughing and smiling. I will never forget the look on Phoebe's face when I walked away from her after hugging her for one last time. I will never forget Janet's loud sobs as hugged her one last time.I WILL NEVER FORGET THE MEMORIES!
What will we be crapping bout girls?
1) Anything la.
2) You suddenly feel the urge to crap about something just put it in!
3) I'm damn tired from writing this post ah, you both better post something good -.-
4) Hey, don't cry ah...
5) I know this post will sure make you both teary (it made me teary)
6) To those who don't understand, we are very emotional people :)
7) I'm crapping again.......
Hey girls, you better post ah :)
Cheers,
B@b@~Bernice**
