*WE LOVE EACH OTHER*
Someone who knows how to have lots of fun, and when times get rough, won't run. Though I've searched the world looking for you, my friendship wishes finally came true. I FOUND YOU!
Someone who knows how to have lots of fun, and when times get rough, won't run. Though I've searched the world looking for you, my friendship wishes finally came true. I FOUND YOU!
You know what, I am so bored and stressed (well not exactly stressed) from studyin that I'm right in front of the comp at precisely 6.50 p.m waiting for SOMEONE or maybe the right term is ANYONE to come online! i mean how sad is it! no one's online! I can't even message someone and complain about how I spent the entire day racking my brain (when i went to gym and barely studied; I TRIED!) So here i am, about to make a blog entry out of sudden depression and boredom.
I've taken a liking to hearing soppy songs. Songs like Mariah Carey oldies and some Whitney Houston songs too. I find them relaxing. My english teacher mentioned a few days ago that songs in the past are so much more relaxing than the songs these days. By that she means, in the old times, LOVE wasn't such a stretched topic. It's like a guy would sing about song and say 'I Love You' a thousand times and it won't be a big deal and it won't be that feeling for a person when someone hears it. But songs these days, when you say 'I Love You' you gotta really mean it and bladibladibla. Songs like those can really get a person down and i've been its victim. In fact only last year an owh-so-famous chinese song called Tong Hua by Guang Liang was a big hit all over Malaysia. The video clip made me burst into tears and the song itself holds a bad memory for me. I didn't take any particular interest in that song at first when Phoebe told me to hear it. Then my sis made me hear it over and over again and i found out the meaning of the lyrics and poof, bernice is glued to it.
I'll give the English Translation i found on the net:
Fairytales - Guang Liang =)
I forgot how long it was
Since I last heard you
Telling me your favourite story
I have been thinking for a very long time
I'm beginning to feel paranoid
Did I make any mistakes again?
You came and told me with tears in your eyes
That fairytales are all lies
It's impossible for me to be your prince charming
Maybe you will not understand
After the moment when you said you loved me
The stars in my sky, are beginning to shine and shimmer
I'm willing to be, in the fairytales
The angel you love
Open my arms wide and let it become wings to protect you
You have to believe
Believe that we will be like the fairytale
With happiness and joy as the ending
Everything is our beautiful ending =)
Tong Hua by Guang Liang with English Subtitles =) (especially for bananas)
Huhu it's so sad.
<1945> still no sign of anyone online to bring me out of my boredom
Where's feebie when you need her? *wails*
Anyways, I've got two papers tomorrow... BM paper 2 and Geografi. So i'm gon' go study for real this time =) Owh and to Muslims out there, Selamat Berpuasa =)
p/s: woops just remembered i have to start figuring out how to write Hari Raya cards to my friends, any ideas anyone!?
Nobody Wins
The Veronicas
Hold your head up high
You're never wrong
Somewhere in the right you belong
You would rather fight than walk away
What a lonely way to breathe the air
What an unlovely way to say you care
Now we're too far gone for me to save
And I never thought that we'd come to this
Maybe there's beauty in goodbye
(no one's wrong or right, you would rather fight, then you walk away)
There's just no reason left to try
(now it's gone too far, look at where we are)
You push me away
Another black day
Let's count up the reasons to cry
Look what you've missed, living like this
Nobody wins (nobody wins)
Searching for the truth in your eyes
Found myself so lost don't recognize
The person now that you, you claim to be
Don't know when to stop, or where to start
You're just so caught up in who you are
Now you're far too high for me to see
And I'd never thought that we'd come to this
Maybe there's beauty in goodbye
(no one's wrong or right, you're about fly, then you walk away)
There's just no reason left to try
(now it's gone too far, look at where we are)
You push me away
Another black day
Let's count up the reasons to cry
Look what you've missed, living like this
Nobody wins (nobody wins)
You never say you're sorry
Try to tell me that you love me
But don't - it's too late to take it there
Maybe there's beauty in goodbye
(no one's wrong or right, you're about fly, then you walk away)
There's just no reason left to try
(now it's gone too far, look at where we are)
You push me away
Another black day
Let's count up the reasons to cry
Look what you've missed, living like this
Nobody wins
(Now it's gone too far, look at where we are)
Nobody wins
JANUARY TALKER
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves
to take things at the center. Inner and physical
beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry
often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and
fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but
recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does
not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND
sexiest of them MFE.
FEBRUARY SMARTS
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.
Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed
demon.
Has more than one best friend.
Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest
and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves
freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves
aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.
Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends
but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the
inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
MARCH CUTIE
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.
Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and
sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does
work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.
Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good
memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look
for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or
make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and
others. Understanding. Fun to be around.
Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and
travelling. Systematic. hot and has brains.
APRIL GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!!Attractive personality.Very!
sexy.Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest,
generous and sympathetic.Chatterbox! Loves to
talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable
kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most
way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take
risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great
fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with
others * wink wink*. Outgoing and crazy at times!
Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can
love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves
compliments! Just one of the clumsiest people you
will ever meet. A very big flirt! Trustworthy.
Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed
out of MFE these months!! Hardly shows
emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant
and assesses others.
MAY FREAK (Feebz~)
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and
highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex.
Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to
dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.
Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good
imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves
literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike
being at home. Restless. having many children.
Hardworking. High spirited.
JUNE SHYNESS (Bernice~)
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls
LOVE you.
You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and
to
be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's
feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never
forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully. Caring and
loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties
in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods
about the past and the old friends. Waits for
friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive
unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt
but takes long to recover.
JULY FLIRT
You've got the best personality and are an
absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make
new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt
and more than likely have an a very attractive
partner. a wicked hottie.like somebody with a
august brithday. It is also more than likely
that you have a massive record collection. You
have a great choice in films, and may one day
become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck,
you've got the looks for it!!!
AUGUST ATTITUDE (Gabby~)
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on
attention. no self control. kind hearted. self
confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful.
easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every
thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing.
loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates
not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be
loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone".
longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or
restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring.
always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming"
or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious.
independent. strong willed. a fighter.
SEPTEMBER LOVER
Hella sexy, loves sex n makin luv, tends to be
SOOOOO hott!!Active and dynamic. Decisive and
haste but tends
to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and
caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have
many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional.
Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates
oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.
Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can
understand.you are a great match with some body
in july.
OCTOBER BABE
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves
to takes things at the centre. Great in bed.Inner
and physical beauty. Doesn't pretend. Gets angry
often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right
choices.
Treats friends importantly. Brave and
fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm
others.
It is all about love and fairness.Easily hurt but
recovers easily. Daydreamer. Horny but does fullfill
Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions.
Know what to do to have fun.
Unpredictable.Someone to have close to you.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND
sexiest of them all.
NOVEMBER HOTTIE (Lee~)
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and
dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun.
Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards
your inner and outer beauty and independent
personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional
and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people
easily and very social in a group. Fearless and
independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a
crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the
greatest men are born in this month. If you ever
begin a relationship with someone from this month,
hold on to them because their one of a kind.
DECEMBER BEAUTY..
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking
Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive
in everything. Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to,
though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,
yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by
kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of
ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to
delay. Choosy and always wants the best.
Rather long post. but erm mostly crap la~ but anyways at least i post unlike SOME PEOPLE! haha~ kiekie post something close to meaningful soon =) exams are still on pifpif expect some of the cuttings on my objective papers next week =)
cheers.
Yup~ im bored yet again. I've seriously ran out of crap to crap about and my two other darlings seems to be having problems with their connections. Anyways, I'm changing the template right after I finish with this post. I'm changing it to black until Phebz decides to change it once again. I'm fed up of changing the template over and over again so all of you are gonna have to settle with blacK~
Anyways, my exams are coming in another two weeks time. And it's the final exam, so it's pretty important. Did i say pretty? I mean EXTREMLY important. So the pressure is on for me to improve or at least make myself feel like I improved. I've always been the A student, the top 10 student who will ace through any test. Hmm since shifting my results hasn't been all good but it's not bad i guess~ considering the standard here is "higher" and the standard back at Tawau. I don't think there's much difference. I mean, we still take the same exams and learn the same syllabus. Maybe its just the fact that schools in the city seem more higher educated than schools in a small town. Bogus la~
Life has been boring :( my msn is screwing with me and I'm getting jittery and worried caz I'm not studying. To add the load is that fact that my boy-hunt is not going on well and I'm feeling so fed up of everything I just wanna stay at home and sleep. I'm getting heavier bags under my eyes and what with the load of school projects screaming at me to finish them. And here I am sitting in front of comp while my dad shouts at me to continue studying. Aihs~ I guess I really should go back to studying. I wouldn't wanna end up regretting once again on my bad results.
Owh yeah, visit my bro's bloggie
thought I'd be a good sister and help link my bro incase no one noticed that link thingy~ I know i know i'm working on the template!!
Cheers.
Baba *Bernice* Ali *Lee Lee* AA *Phoebe* Gaby *Gabriel*
~ We Absolutely Adore ~EACH OTHER! Our crazy darlings~ kipas deserves special mention here =P We adore being ourself no? =D
~ We DESPISE... ~Lots. bithces, fags, (even though we're them, but HECK, we hate b & f's)
~ We Want ~the past year to possibly turn back time and to stay true to our promise which is FOREVER =)
* ^^. did we mention tat we love each other? MUAKZ * -urstruly =)-