*WE LOVE EACH OTHER*
Someone who knows how to have lots of fun, and when times get rough, won't run. Though I've searched the world looking for you, my friendship wishes finally came true. I FOUND YOU!
Someone who knows how to have lots of fun, and when times get rough, won't run. Though I've searched the world looking for you, my friendship wishes finally came true. I FOUND YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BERNICE! SWEET 15, huny =)
and im bak in this dead blog xD will post again soon.
muacks,
-lili-
omg! tis blog is reli dead.. and i think none of u guys viewing in tis blog anymore.. life is juz so terrible in the morning session.. i feel dead. i feel suckish. i hate my life.. but God given me a life and i shud be thankful, Melvin said.. thanks for tat advice.. :) i miss luis, sobz T.T we cant even be together anymore, sumtimes i cant even see him.. he cant even online.. haiz.. all we did in skul, juz a smile or not even a smile.. im thinking bout the past, all the sweet memories tat we had last year.. now its a new journey in 2007, so far i still hate it... +.+ Form 3 hav a lot of homeworks, tuiton begins.. everything started, life started again.. feels like crying rite now, thinking wat God had arrangged for us, y he has to drop class? y are we separating? y muz it be tis way? will we last? will we ever ever ever last? crying without any reasons, hiding my feelings deep in my heart.. does he even noe? haiz.. im also scared, reli scared tat he will like sumone else in 3C.. sobz T.T maybe im juz thinking too much. maybe im juz depressed. maybe im rite. maybe im wrong. im reli confuse and i dun dare to think anymore. i juz wanna concentrate on my studies and PMR!!!! i dunu wat to say anymore.. well, i think tat is all... even thought tis blog is dead.. but... haiz......
- janet - :(
heys all! yeah I'm finally posting. It'll be a pretty short one but yeah at least it's a post no? XD
Definition: Concerned with or related to the past
This word is somewhat special to me. Since I'm such a retrospective person. I'm those type of teenage girls who looks back on her past and cries over it. I'm not saying that my past is terrible. It's really not that bad considering the laughs I had, the friends I made and the life i led. Whenever I look back at my past, all I see is the pain it brought me, the fact that I'm not there, in Tawau to make more memories with the people I love so much.
Looking back at the past isn't about crying and regretting, it's mostly about laughing, thinking about the good ol' days when homework didn't really matter and crushes are just temporary. Right now, we're diving into the depths of teenage-hood and there's so much we haven't see, we haven't feel, and we haven't try. We might make choices or decisions that might affect our future and when it's time we'll think back again, and we'll be proud. For all that we achieved, for everything that makes us strong people in the future, determined.
I guess being retrospective has it's own benefits. One day, all of you would stop and ponder on the time that's passed, the choices you've made, the tears you shed, the love you found, the friends you love and the lives that's lost along the way. But remember in your hearts, the past is what makes you stronger. Learn from it, deal with your actions. And someday we'll all grow up. =)
bernice o.o
Its the holiday and everyone of us are so boring we are so desperate. i miss school now, not the stress though. but i just feel so empty and useless, its not making things better.
Forever, friends forever, i love you forever. what is forever? when can you say forever, do we reli know the word forever? we see everyone using it, i love you forever, i'l love you til my last breath. we'l be together forever, i'l remember you for eternity.
Wat the hell? Someone tell me, what is forever.
xxx.Feebz.
i feel bad coz i never post anything for such a long time edi.. now i will post sumthing.. but i hav no idea wat to talk about... well, i woke up at 12pm today.. -.-'' went to eat lunch then i online... but my line is so freaking bad and im soooo pissed... every second, dc -.-'' i think i hav ur problem last time, kipas.. now i noe wat u feel... its horrible!!! i gtg coz my dad wanna use the comp now.. bubye! ^^
luv ya,
lili :)
o.o >> this was exactly how I looked when I stepped into my first ever Deepavali party. A fountain greeted me as I got wet from head to toe upon entering the party. The first thing I noticed was the extremely loud music. When I said extremely I meant it. It was loud and banging on my eardrums continously I felt like screaming at it to stop. I retained composure, balanced on my heels and entered the house. Jeeva welcomed us with open arms *literally* Oops =X Forgot to intro. Jeeva, is my tuition friend who invited me to the Deepavali party. It was certainly not like any Deepavali party I've expected. I expected a religious, normal dinner party that does not involve a stereo nor loads of boys o.o
So I entered the house together with my other tuition friend, Shaun. *erhem* So then I was a bit blur but amazed at the same time at the DEEJAY/DJ who was commanding the attention of everyone with his awesomely mixed songs and awesomely small but LOUD stereos. I was about to get a headache soon from too much song expsoure and the beating against my eardrums when the DJ looked over at me and waved a thumbs up. I was like o.o After that, we went up to Jeeva's comp corridor =.=" Over there, I was introduced to Jeeva's friends. At first, they were owhkay... kind and not that scary. But then...
Jeeva's Friends: Hey do you smoke?
Me: Huh?
JF: Do you smoke?
Me: Urm... no?
JF: Really? Prove it!
Me: Urm... how?
JF: Stick out your tongue.
Me: What? No!
JF: Aww cmon...
Me: *appalled* -pause- *sighs and looks away*
Things got better when Jeeva's sister approached me.
Jeeva's Sister: Hey who's this? *talking to Shaun*
Shaun: Oh friend.
JS: Your girlfriend la?
Shaun: No la...
Me: I'm Jeeva's tuition friend.
JS: Oh! Okay do you know how to dance?
Me: Urm... no?
JS: Well you're gonna dance. I'll teach you.
Me: *distressed* *gaps*
JS: *walks into her room*
I was left absolutely distressed and thankful that my sis was going to take me at 7. After a few minutes, Jeeva told us to go down coz the party is downstairs. So, Shaun, Shim *tuition fren* and I went down to continue playing cards (we were bored) Shim said he wanted to go take cards. His house was just nearby so Shaun and I followed. I was forced to walk through 4 sofas full of boys staring at me. Up until now I'm not sure why they were staring me. It's probably because
A) I so do not belong there
B) I'm decent looking? =.="
C) I have something on my face that might attract terrible attention
Anyways, so I felt soso uncomfortable as I walked pass them and Shim took the cards. Then we went back to the house and I had to walk through it again. We played cards in the kitchen and soon enough it was 7. I was super glad as I already had a vivid image painted in my mind of me dancing to Shakira's Hips Don't Lie. Must admit though, the DJ thing was awesome. But still. I was uber super glad that I'm going home.
I feel like a virgin to Peejay/PJ parties. Are all parties here like this? I don't think dancing will ever be my thing thanks =.=" Owh well... maybe one day I'll get used to it? *omg* Hahaks!
Cheers.
Baba *Bernice* Ali *Lee Lee* AA *Phoebe* Gaby *Gabriel*
~ We Absolutely Adore ~EACH OTHER! Our crazy darlings~ kipas deserves special mention here =P We adore being ourself no? =D
~ We DESPISE... ~Lots. bithces, fags, (even though we're them, but HECK, we hate b & f's)
~ We Want ~the past year to possibly turn back time and to stay true to our promise which is FOREVER =)
* ^^. did we mention tat we love each other? MUAKZ * -urstruly =)-